Selamat Datang. I have nothing
fancy to say, except that whatever you see here are just
my posts about anything I happen to want to share. So, feel
free to read on. I may not be an entertaining writer but
I hope you enjoy reading anyway. Otherwise, you may continue
with your bloghopping~
By the way, I'm also a freelance Makeup Artist. In fact,
I'm a Cosmoprof graduate and is currently holding a Diploma
in Professional Makeup Artistry with a Distinction. To engage
me as Makeup Artist / Event Photographer / Graphic Designer,
you can either get me at creamwhipplefudge@gmail.com
or you can also reach me directly via phone at 98554470.
Do visit Killboredom
to view some of my works.
XOXO,
Suzana Salleh
Saturday, December 19
Sun rays.
If life is like the sea, Surf's up all set for rollin' good times.
If life is like a roller coaster, I've just gotten tickets for the awesomest ride ever.
If life is like the sunrise, You're like the 1st few rays on my skin. Beautiful and warm.
I wish I could use an awesomer word, but i'll settle for the simplest of words.
I'm happy. Simple as that. Happy.
I'll bask in the golden rays while it lasts. When its gone, I know it'll be back.
Posted by suz at 12:16 AM
Monday, October 12
get a grip
Its a tricky thing. I can never control it. I can never fully know it.
I used to be blissfully engulfed in it. Once. I thought I knew it well. All figured out and set.
I meddled with it again. Twice. I tried to force myself into it, because I wanted to be engulfed again. But it can never be forced.
As I've said. I can't control it, and I don't understand it like I thought I did.
As much as I wished for this not to happen, recent dejavus brought me back to then.
As far as I know, "then" is too far back. Now its all different.
With all the the differences now, I wonder if there's any of it left behind to grasp at.
Why the dejavus? Why the tummy knots? Why now?
Fuck you "Love" ; You used to matter, mean a world to me.
Sad thing was, I flung it off when it still did mean the world to me.
Posted by suz at 2:30 AM
Thursday, September 24
Hi
Hi.
My shoulders feel torn for the past 24 hours. Don't really know why though. Last thing I did was the show with zamri, dalifah, adi, manjeng. And it was under Rilla~ She's really gorgeous even w/out makeup. awesome.
I didn't perform to my expectation =( pandai. didn't run through lines enough before show. But on a whole we all did better on the 2nd show. Third show next week.
Ouh well zana. I guess the problem with you is nerves. Still.Till today. Okae actually i get it only for very un-rehearsed things I guess.
Ok I think my shoulders feel torn cuz I was lyin down on those grey plastic chairs. Yes, those used in secondary schools.
But anyways. Excitement sizzled and now it fizzled. I didn't get the photo pass to F1 Rocks. Only 5 or 6 photogs got em. Mainstream la obviously. Ouh wells. I'm no where near there I guess. Duh.
No doubt, come back soon okae? I'll come! NERD and BEP, haiya see you already. =P
I feel fucked up today. Where's my sticks when I need em? Anyways, I've been waiting for my next free moment the past few weeks and now I stayed home all day~ I almost refused to leave home. bah.
But still, I'm leaving later aNYways. Covering photos for F1 Fuel =) Im not going for all 4 days though... Prolly just the highlights... Yesterday was supposed to go head down to samantha ronson's interview. But thank gawd austin called to ask if i still wanted to go cuz i was realllly tired yesterday. And today. But does'nt really matter cuz I'm not that into Ronson anyways..
I pray tmr's interview with no doubt gets confirmed. Please Please.
ok bye.
ouh wait. The makeup for the promotional video and photos for the spooktacular event went pretty ok =D
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Its been years. Sometimes, I allow myself to close my eyes and go back to it. Only resurfacing later gasping and my head throbbing. That place no longer exists. That is why I don't allow myself there most times even if its in the mind. I no longer know you, and I bet, you no longer know who am I too.
